I think my marriage is over....

Posted by woolav on September 1, 2005, at 7:00:10

About 6 months ago, during a manic episode, I did things that I regret dearly. But, as we all know you cant change the past. I have taken steps since then to control my BP symptoms. I am taking 2 diff. mood stabelizers now etc..I have not had any real manic episodes, but still have suicidal thoughts.
My husband, cant let go of what happened. And since I was not in my right mind, I dont rem. everything that I did. But he doesnt believe that. So, he keeps diggin into the past. Each time, it opens new wounds for him, and even me. But, I think he is ready to give up.
It seems like this "monster" (BPII) keeps following me. And I am afraid that one day it will just get me and that will be that.
S

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I think my marriage is over.... woolav 9/1/05
Re: I think my marriage is over.... » woolav Phillipa 9/1/05
Re: I think my marriage is over....Phillipa woolav 9/2/05
Re: I think my marriage is over....Phillipa » woolav Phillipa 9/2/05
Re: I think my marriage is over....Phillipa » woolav Susan47 9/2/05
Re: I think my marriage is over....Phillipa Phillipa 9/2/05
Re: I think my marriage is over.... woolav 9/5/05
Re: I think my marriage is over.... » woolav Phillipa 9/5/05
You matter to us » woolav Damos 9/5/05
Re: You matter to us (nm) » Damos Susan47 9/5/05
Above meant for woolav, but Damos gets it too (nm) Susan47 9/5/05
Re: Thank You all. I need support... (nm) woolav 9/6/05

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