Posted by AdaGrace on May 30, 2005, at 10:28:03
In reply to Re: I'm affraid of this feeling inside » AdaGrace, posted by Damos on May 30, 2005, at 1:21:28
Growth has to start from nuturing. I just don't think I have that anymore. Feelings of emptyness abound. I was stupid. I was wrong.
The whole thing was wrong.I shouldn't have looked elsewhere for happyness. I hurt. I am punished for that hurt.
God punishes those who sin.
I should have never seeked happyness. I didn't have it at home, and I looked elsewhere, but it was wrong.
I am going to hell.
I will never be forgiven for the sins I did.
Blackness is in my future.
I deserved the treatmemt I got.
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