Posted by alesta on May 9, 2005, at 11:26:56
In reply to Re: just talked to my ex (the abusive drug user one), posted by sunny10 on May 9, 2005, at 8:51:22
alex, sunny, i know, i wish i didn't need to get my things, but i have important documents over there, things on my computer that i need, etc., etc. (i do know i could still survive w/out my things..)
i am so dreading this. the effort of moving is bad enough. but seeing my ex, the dogs..the whole thing is gonna suck. i will be so relieved when it's over. i know there is an element of danger to me going over there (he bought a gun 2 months ago for reasons i am not entirely clear on), but i doubt he would hurt me at this juncture..just i feeling i get. i'm not even sure i would care if he did, to be honest. oops..did i say that? maybe i'd better stop posting my thoughts so openly around here..y'all are gonna think i'm nuts. (suicidal maybe, not nuts..:)) uh...all the pressure!!!!
plus, yes, i am taking my mom with me..she can be pretty intimidating, LOL. he's met his match with her! i'll update this thread when i get back guys.
ain't life just peachy! mwuh! kisses..amy;)
poster:alesta
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