Posted by chili on May 1, 2005, at 0:42:20
In reply to Re: I dont have relationships, posted by world citizen on April 28, 2005, at 23:37:54
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> Have you considered any 12 step programs? Do you have sexual abuse issues that might be getting in the way of potential relationships? Are you now seeing a therapist? Do you live alone? Do you have any family or church that you can feel connected with? I know, it's VERY hard to feel so alone, me too!
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> i dont think its fair to bring another human being into "my world", and my inability to cope like a "normal" person. or maybe its i just dont want to do the work that is involved in having a relationship.
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> I was sexually assaulted by ex husband back n 84, reason, of which there are many, for divorce. I do live alone. I do have family, but all my brothers and sister , we do not talk to one another, its been that way since mom passed in 91. I have not seen a therapist in six years, but i went to gp dr. on friday 28th of april, told him i need help, before i hurt someone, he asked if i had plans to hurt myself i said no, not me, but if someone makes me mad, well then im afraid of what i might do. so hes supposed to hook me up to someone who excepts the insurance. I have no support groups, but i have been coming in here and other place to write a bit, i know there is a different way to live, but the forest is so thick, i cannot find my way out this time.
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