Posted by chili on April 25, 2005, at 15:50:30
I have been diagnosed a manic depressive for 6 years. I have been divorced for twenty years. I have had one boyfriend in that time, that ended in 1999. Have not had one since. I have had intimate moments, not much talk or "sharing involved". I dont care to here it actually. The last time I was at a pschiatrists office was 5 years ago, he upped my medication, and the other one told me i needed to get out of the house more and meet people. I dont do that. I get very anxious sweaty palms and then i seem to get angry, because they are all to slow, it seems to me they are not using there time efficiently. Before the pschyiatrist upped my meds, I told him a story, of what happened at work (i can not tell you here) the last comment i made,(which i thought was funny) "So I suppose your going to make me all better, so I can go back to the front lines". He did not laugh, and thats when he upped me. So I have only one friend in town to talk to, about things in general , but not about this disease. My life used to be different, or was it because i was not medicated???? I was happy once i enjoyed people on occasion, i laughed more, but i also had a credit card toooo! Oh well , is anyone like me.?
poster:chili
thread:489335
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