Posted by mmcconathy on February 25, 2005, at 22:14:08 [reposted on February 26, 2005, at 0:57:02 | original URL]
In reply to Re: bless you » mmcconathy, posted by snapper on February 25, 2005, at 21:12:19
I have got to go to Hypnotherpy and get the negitive thoughts OUT of my mind, my mom's voice, plant ambition in. Then I will drop from her insurance, live like dirt until i can support my danm, i can live with my dad, has high income, but drinks to his grave and talks bad alot because of his ego problem.
I've got to ignore all of this distraction, and look on but achieve getting to my goal.
I wish i was raised normal, but everyone has problems, i just wished i wasnt locked up like norman bates in my grandma's cold house right across the the street from a huge gay night bar, maybe that's why she always came home late.....
I am just trying to hold on right now, i've hate this life. I hate me. I hate why im the way i am!
Dude, im out, if you pray, please pray that god will get me out of here.
Matt
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