Posted by alexandra_k on November 26, 2004, at 18:30:19
In reply to Re: Anyways dogs are good BUT » sunny10, posted by alexandra_k on November 25, 2004, at 18:17:22
I hate myself soooooo much.
How can I be so stupid?
Round and round
Making the same mistakes
Over and over.I know that I alternate between clinging
and shoving away hard
But what am I supposed to do about it?
You can make a conscious effort not to cling
But are you supposed to just try to ignore the feelings of revulsion and hatred of having someone too close, too invasive?People shouldn't have to feel like that - should they?
But it is just me and my warped emotions.
Am I just supposed to try to ignore there extremes?
How are you supposed to do this?I don't deserve to have other people around me
All I do is hurt.
Not fit for human company.
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