Posted by AdaGrace on November 4, 2004, at 7:56:43
I am trying desparately to do this. The messages on my cell phone will be gone tomorrow....they only are saved for a brief period of time. I always save them and re-listen to them. I find it encouraging that I haven't listened to them in an entire week. In turning this corner, I find that I am able to try to open up to my husband. I am not get ready to forge ahead full fledge, but am entertaining the idea of trying at least. What concerns me the most is that in closing up my heart, I will be unable to open it again. I find that fear haunts me. I don't think I can let anyone in again, including my husband. But I can be kinder. I can try to listen, and talk. I can stop yelling. I can stop nitpicking. I can be a better person to him, that is what he deserves.
poster:AdaGrace
thread:411516
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