Posted by moime on October 12, 2004, at 18:37:22
Hi everyone, hope this finds you all well....just want to ask if anyone has any idea on how to break out of this heartache...just broke up with a guy I really cared for, just as he started to really treat me badly...found out he is sleeping with another woman. Even tho his family has told me I was fortunate to get out of the relationship because he has "issues", (my dear sister back home says he's pathological based on what I have told her)...why do I still care about him and think he will call? We really shared some emotional times, shared so many likes and dislines and had great sex. I am baffled beyond belief and I am slowly getting better but why am I so attached? I haven't called him at all, tho I can't sleep, think about him constantly. I long to meet someone else but meeting him was a fluke because I am a student and pretty much have to study all the time. The only time I get to go out is on weekends, and I hate bars. The only place I go to is once in a blue moon to listen to some good rock.I wish he would call and say how sorry he is, etc., but knowing what I know about him, he will either never realize what he has done or will realize when he finally grows up which God knows when that will be. I can't believe I am acting like such a putz. I just can't put it aside. I keep talking about it, still not believing I was so deceived! I am sorry if this sounds trivial compared to most other problems here, but I feel like I am Fatal Attraction or something (not that bad, but my fixation is driving me crazy.) Wish I could sleep.
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