Posted by Jai Narayan on October 7, 2004, at 14:50:26
In reply to Crap Sisters mine are. » tinydancer, posted by just plain jane on October 6, 2004, at 23:06:21
wow what an interesting take on this.
so in light of our wonderful JPJ
I write:
#1 was hated by mom because she made my mom look ugly (being PG was ugly in my mothers eyes) my mother was angry at her all the time until my sister was diagnosed with BP. When my sister attempted suicide then my mother loved her. My dad just sat on the side lines.
#2 my mothers favorite and could do no wrong. My dad had conflicts with her. My mother made #2 her ally and against dad and sis #1
#3 her birth was so difficult that both mom and #3 almost died. Dad was irritated no boys had appeared yet.
#4 me....mom was terrified to have another child. she blamed me for every hard thing in her life. I tried to commit suicide but failed. I wanted to live. So she rode me all my life. I could do no right. Dad sat by and watched
#5 planned and loved in a special way by mom. She was the baby (as my mother was in her family) and she was really special....I was green with envy. Dad had a hard time with her.Mom played her favorites against the cast outs and Dad was in charge of us runts of the litter.
All the daughters attempted suicide. Everyone of us!
It has taken me 56 years to get a handle on this and have my own life.
There is hope.
I offer it.
I am the EMDR poster child.
Thank you for unearthing this bit of illumination.
JPJ
I feel like I know you...
Your sister for real
Jai
poster:Jai Narayan
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