Posted by paisleygirl on January 19, 2012, at 22:51:42
In reply to Re: update, posted by emmanuel98 on January 19, 2012, at 18:56:27
i called dbt guy and emailed him asking basically if he would still consider seeing me... no response.. previously he would reply promptly... its been like all day. i dont think that's an option.
i just called pdoc/therapist and left an angry message- blaming her for leaving me b/c i wouldn't see dbt person, then saying dbt person won't see me, and that you left me without a psychiatrist and therapist and no referrals and after 4 YEARS and that i was angry and that ultimatums are unfair and i think i said i'm a suicidal person. but i didnt' mean immediately suicidal, just suicidal ideation. after hanging up the phone, i thought about calling back and clarifying that, but then i thought its already way too messed up so oh well. and i am actually not sure she is going to even listen to my message. she said she wouldn't read my emails. that she would just delete. i have a feeling if she hears my voice on her voicemail she'll just click delete too.
so the moral of the story is- i am all alone. and i have no official treatment people. i guess i have burned all my bridges. way to go me.
i kind of want to shout her name to the world and say she is a very bad therapist... how could i have trusted her at any time point. i dont know.. i dont get it.
poster:paisleygirl
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