Posted by pegasus on October 3, 2011, at 9:48:35
In reply to Re: shutting my T out, posted by annierose on September 30, 2011, at 20:38:04
Oh yeah, you get it for sure. I so want to be able to accept the kindness (I doubt there's love - there isn't on my end) and relax. But I expect it would go bad again, and then I'd be a mess for a few days, like the last few weeks. And I need to not be a mess this week. Too much real life to deal with.
Thanks for your thoughts. It does help to know others have been there. I know I probably should go, as you say. But when I canceled for this week, it felt like a big burden off my shoulders, and I've been really much happier since then. So, I'm going to give myself a break this week. And get back into the thick of it next week.
- P
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