Posted by floatingbridge on August 22, 2011, at 10:23:04
In reply to Re: Negative thought appearing » floatingbridge, posted by sigismund on August 22, 2011, at 10:08:10
But sigi, I don't want to be dead. I want to live better, but can't seem to get there. Is that the rational part you speak of? That is the torment. If I wanted to, I would do something about it. Life feels too much right now. There is dirt and mess everywhere. Everything needs cleaning. I wish I had never started medications. And the horror of being miserable when my son and husband are able to laugh and enjoy. My son is so beautiful, but I am afraid I won't be much help to him at this rate.
Thanks for the kind words.
I dig a pony.
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