Posted by Dinah on August 12, 2011, at 8:06:21
Why do I do the things I hate, and don't do the things I love?
Why can't I force myself to do those things I know I have to do, and that make me feel far worse if I don't do them? Or even those things that make me feel happy when I do them?
Why do I sit and not do them, even as I hate myself for it at that very moment.
Nothing seems to help.
Sometimes a bit of Risperdal helps, to tell the truth, and I'm left wondering whether the feeling of acute anxiety causes or is caused by my inability to act as I wish.
poster:Dinah
thread:993528
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