Posted by B2chica on July 27, 2011, at 11:04:40
In reply to Re: question on SI comments from others, posted by pegasus on July 27, 2011, at 8:25:39
Thanks so much P.
she called me last night at 2am crying but i was so wiped out from starting zyprexa again that i could barely talk and couldnt understand her. she apologized for waking me up, started mentioning her boyfriend then we agreed shed call me today.
i just heard from her. she sounds much more like herself. She knows shes been very emotional last few days more so than normal and told me she just started AF and she thinks thats why.
i had looked up some numbers yesterday for her to call.i told her the other day that she needed to PROMISE to call me if she ever felt like harming herself. she promised.
i know she didnt have a plan. and she was over emotional.i know she didnt have a plan. and i hope she never will.
i didnt know what to do except all the things id heard before..:) so thanks i did do those.
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the only problem was i was NOT in a place to have that discussion with her. as i wanted nothing more than to agree with her that life is crap and why not end the suffering. it was making me worse.
thats why i was in such a confused state as to what to do.as on meds board i explained today that i heard from pdoc last night, he called. i told him all that was going on with me (except niece issue) and i started augmenting with zyprexa last night.
he thinks i'll only have to augment for a couple weeks till i see him. he's thinking to try deplin with me.
so we'll see.Thanks for asking P!
miss you folks over here at social, but its still pretty triggering and now that i'm going solo (no T) i'm trying to stay out of the 'past' as best as i can.Luv ya miss ya
b2c.
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