Posted by annierose on April 3, 2011, at 20:51:15
In reply to Lost, posted by Annabelle Smith on April 3, 2011, at 20:30:51
>>>Sometimes I think that I could just go to Boston and leave this all behind
I can not read through your posts in their entirely because you seem to be spinning in a circle. The pain is real and intense. But like Dinah, I can't help but wonder if you find comfort living in that hell. What stops you from talking to your therapist? seeing a p-doc? getting help? YOU.
Going to Boston does not equal "leaving all this behind". It equals taking this all with you.
I am sorry you are in so much pain. Most of us on this board struggle with inner turmoil ... including those painful moments with our therapists. But we talk, we cry, we push through to the other side because what hurts us the most, has already happened. It's definitely not a straight line ... it has ups and plenty of downs ... that is normal.
But you got to START somewhere. You love your therapist. That's a good start. Now speak your truth. Get help.
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