Posted by Annabelle Smith on February 9, 2011, at 18:43:28
In reply to F it to Hell, posted by Annabelle Smith on February 9, 2011, at 16:42:53
But I will add that I feel really bad for my therapist right now-- he has had to drive for 2 and 1/2 hours in the snow on really bad roads for what would normally take I'm guessing about 15 minutes. I feel bad for him.
I'm sorry for what is posted in the first post. It was so bad in the moment; it still aches in the center where there is a fire of rage inside of emptiness, but it has cooled down a little.
I have been selfish. I know that it's not all about me, and that I'm not the only one, and that this god awful freak snowstorm wasn't just the universe's judgement against me. It has effected a lot of people and I know has caused a lot of pain and suffering for others.
It's just that this is so hard. The longer it lasts, the more I think it is too hard. I just want to snuggle up in God's arms and cry.
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