Posted by Annabelle Smith on February 9, 2011, at 16:42:53
Just one hour before my session started, it began to blizzard. The session was canceled. F*ck it to hell.
I cannot express in words how I have barely made it until this session. I have never felt so enraged.
I have told God the words God deserves to hear: F*CK you.
I have scratched.
I am not going to eat today.F*CK it to hell. This is never going to get better.
I don't know why I even bother to share here, except for it is the only way to release this. I don't think you all can understand my situation. I have 3 months until this is all over. Time is funnelling into an abyss. And I have to end it before that happens.
poster:Annabelle Smith
thread:979001
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/psycho/20110206/msgs/979001.html