Posted by tetrix on October 23, 2010, at 19:23:24
I just realized that I have been doing SI during therapy. Picking at my skin, then after it was all red and scractched out.
It kinda hit me after my t refused to see me and I had so much pain from everything that I SI again but this time with intenet. I didnt do that in a very long while, very very long and now I feel that I am back in that SI mode.
I can't tell my T about it because she percieves all such talks as manipulations and get super uncomfortable. I dont know what to do i think i am loosing it and this time it is really bad
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