Posted by brokenpuppet on May 29, 2010, at 7:15:29
My T said something nice to me, a few nice things actually... But I can't accept them, can't believe them... A part of me is just STUBBORNLY refusing to believe that she might have actually meant it, I CANT I CANT I CANT. I've been in agony over this today. Some days I can accept / or almost accept, or I think that I can accept that MAYBE she meant it / maybe she cares but I CAN'T accept any CERTAINTY that she does. Its just too much for me... too much. Exhausted.
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