Posted by Deneb on November 11, 2009, at 16:13:21
I saw pdoc again and I am feeling pretty hopeless again. Pdoc said she has already gone above and beyond for me. She sees most students on a short term basis and since I'm not even taking any classes, she's not even supposed to see me. She said other students are waiting to see her and resources are scarce. She made me feel guilty about seeing her.
I think she doesn't want to see me anymore. She seems at the end of her rope. I think she has given up on me.
When I told her about how I went to see the prof. and waited for him but was too afraid to approach him, pdoc said, "You're kidding me?" I let her down again. I can't do anything right.
I asked about supplementary counseling and she says the waiting lists are long and they are nearly impossible to get into. She seemed to indicate I should snap out of this myself.
When I told her I thought I was depressed she said it was a situational depression and no meds will help with that. She's not giving me much hope here.
She said there was hope for me, but where is the evidence? She's not very convincing.
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