Posted by rskontos on August 21, 2009, at 22:53:02
In reply to Re: Feeling kind of blue (**csa trigger) » rskontos, posted by antigua3 on August 21, 2009, at 21:37:13
Thanks for the kinds words.
My t says I am making progress, I had a three week absence from him and lots of crap happened. He said today that this is the longest we'd been separated since we started therapy almost three years ago.
I in my denial state of being, got so sick during this time by not recognizing I was having a hard time not seeing him. It was because one week I went on vacation and that interferred with two sessions, and then my FIL got sick and I had to go up to see him and that stopped the third session. Today was the first time back to a session in over three weeks.
I did not really think I was bothered by the absence yet when he called saying he had a cancellation and we could meet I started crying when I heard his voice. Wow. It is something just to say that.
anyway, thanks for listening and thanks for the kind response.
rsk
I don't thin k you have jinxed yourself. You are getting stronger. It is evident.
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