Posted by LadyBug on July 7, 2009, at 0:19:47
I do drop by and read pretty often even though I've moved past the therapy part of my life...
My T retired in Dec of 08. I wasn't ready for it but I know I would have never terminated our work. I miss her a ton, but I deal with it. I'm sure she doesn't miss me. I was so attached to her.
I have to be honest; I DON'T MISS THE WAY THERAPY RULED MY LIFE. I GAVE HER TOO MUCH POWER AND ALLOWED THERAPY AND OUR RELATIONSHIP TO TAKE UP WAY TOO MUCH OF MY THOUGHTS AND MY ENERGY, I LOVED HER, AND FELT SHE LOVED ME AS WELL. WE SPENT ALMOST 12 YEARS TOGETHER. MOST OF IT WAS PAINFUL BECAUSE OF MY ATTACHMENT TO HER.
In the end it was worth it. I so badly wish I could contact her. I could e-mail but I know she wouldn't respond. A week ago I had bilateral total knee revisions. It brought back many memories of her and our work. She was so supportive when I had the bilateral knee replacements. I miss her and I wanted to tell her what I was going though :o( I terribly miss her support........
LadyBug
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