Posted by FindingMyDesire on May 11, 2009, at 23:08:23
I mean, I know it is coming. I do it over and over and over again. Just after this one that I'm approaching. This is the one I like - even though it is the hardest and most intense. This one gets me the connection and being seen and all of that. This is the one that's building this week. But then I lose it all in the phase after next and have to start all over. And that's the phase that hurts and makes me feel crazy and basically like a fool to ever love or trust or whatever. I just don't want to do that one. I want to go straight from this one (feeling love, feeling attachment, feeling connection, feeling cared for, feeling seen, feeling heard, and yes - the aching, the attraction) straight through to the feeling more comfortable and grounded AND seen and connected (the phase I just came out of).
Please? Can I just do that? How can I make that be my plan?
poster:FindingMyDesire
thread:895298
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