Posted by Zana on April 17, 2009, at 12:06:13
In reply to Re: Dreams can be disorienting. » Zana, posted by Sigismund on April 16, 2009, at 17:21:19
Thanks for asking. I added Pristiq to the stew of meds I am on and I have been feeling better, more alive, more sense of possibilities for the future. I still am not all there--yet. I feel as if I have this weird brain budge, like I just can't imagine what to do with myself. It's so weird. It's like a lack of imagination. I can't for the life of me think what to make for dinner except pasta. I'm just at a complete loss. I just joined a new gym but have yet to get myself there. I kinds betwixt and between. Undepressed enough to have a glimmer of what my life could be like but still too stuck to move forward. It's very frustrating and excrutiatingly boring. I just hope the Pristiq et al hold me. I have been so terribly depressed these last 18 months. It's been like nothing I ever experienced before even though I would say I have suffered with depression and anxiety my whole life. It's been traumatic and is proving hard to recover from.
Thanks again for your interest.Zana
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