Posted by SLS on April 11, 2009, at 4:57:37
I hate when it happens that I wake from a dream feeling that I really don't belong in my time and at my present age. Last night, I dreamed that I was again romantically involved with a woman as if I were still 28 years old and as it occurred during the 1980s. I wanted to stay there. Now that I am here again, nothing seems right. I feel somehow upset that my present is not what my past seemed to indicate it would be. Depression changed everything. It is a thief.
I feel weird right now. I am disoriented. Things aren't the same. I sense dissatisfaction. I sense loss. I sense death. I sense mourning. I sense unfairness. I do not sense the world that I left before I went to sleep to dream. I am nowhere.
- Scott
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thread:889927
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