Posted by antigua3 on February 19, 2009, at 14:38:04
In reply to Re: T-might-not-be-available Anxiety » Kath, posted by Partlycloudy on February 18, 2009, at 17:02:11
I agree w/what you said about control and eating. Control is very important to me because there are so many things outside my control, but, hey, I can control what I put in my body.
For me, it's also a form of punishment, self-denying (is that even a word?) as in denying myself nourishment because I don't think I deserve it, especially when I'm in a trigger situation. In this case, this means to be hungry, but to not eat as a punishment for what a horrible person I am. I know I'm not, but that's the tape running through my head when I'm in a bad place.
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