Posted by antigua3 on February 12, 2009, at 19:54:16
In reply to Re: Update on pdoc and T (long/Sorry!) » antigua3, posted by rskontos on February 12, 2009, at 16:05:58
Well, it's nice to know I'm not the only one who disassociates like this, although I don't wish it on anyone and I know plenty of us do go through this.
You put it much more elogquently than I could. That is what my T said, that the disassociation, along w/the flashbacks, meant that I was really close to something and I'm sure (I know, really) that it was too terrifying to confront at this time.
The problem may be that now that my beast has been "soothed," by the caring I received, it may all go back into hiding, which makes me think it would require another confrontation w/my pdoc bring it back out. I hope I'm wrong, and that just actually having the therapy w/him and going to the deep places may make it become more available to me.
It's weird. I feel too calm. But I'm going to enjoy it. The body is healing, as is the mind.Thanks for your thoughtful response. As usual, you made me think.
antigua
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