Posted by wittgensteinz on February 4, 2009, at 17:30:35
In reply to More triggers, posted by TherapyGirl on February 4, 2009, at 17:16:43
TG,
Listen, how the Endo handled your tests was unacceptable and it's entirely understandable why you felt so let down and angry when you found this out. Maybe it is for the best you fired you endo, at least now you have the possibility of finding a new, more cooperative doctor who will have a fresh perspective on your thyroid problems.
As for your T. It sounds like you have had a rupture as a result of your frustrations. You are having a very tough time of things right now, and if anyone will understand the place where you are, it's your T. Ok, maybe in the worst case scenario your anger took her back a little or she responded with too little patience, but there's a long way between that (which will pass) and her wanting rid of you.
When you say that people are better off not having to deal with you, it seems to me that you're being very unfair and unkind to yourself at a time when you need to find a way to care for yourself and let those around you do so too. The tension with your T will pass, likewise there are many more endos out there waiting to help you with your health problems. Please give them both a chance and don't give up on yourself. I know it's very hard when standing at the bottom and realising it's a long way up but please don't give up, you can do it.
((((Therapygirl))))
Witti
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