Posted by Partlycloudy on December 18, 2008, at 10:11:47
In reply to Re: You OK? » Partlycloudy, posted by rskontos on December 17, 2008, at 18:28:32
No need to jump in any lake!
I am being triggered and triggered and triggered. This PTSD is full blown and everything is injuring me. Feeling the full brunt of trauma after submerging it for 35 years is so painful. I want to sleep, but I can't. I want to relax, but I can't. I want to read, to distract myself, but I'm my own ghost, it's with me every moment of my days and then following me into my sleep.
There's no turning back. What I wouldn't give of my ignorance of just a few months ago.
And I do keep getting myself in trouble here, so I thought I should limit my participation on the boards, but I'm starved without them.
Torture.
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