Posted by muffled on December 9, 2008, at 23:25:13
In reply to Wanting to post CSA stuff ** CSA trigger**, posted by BayLeaf on December 9, 2008, at 19:59:26
> Do you ever wanna just put it out there? Like just tell a horrid story? Just to TELL SOMEONE!! At least post it! I really have been wanting to post stuff lately.
* I don't know nuttin bout me, s'all good for me.
> The thing that stops me is really foul. I worry that a pedophile will get excited. Gross, huh? That's simply the last thing I want to do.
*Yeah, I can understand that :-(> And of course I worry about triggering people, upsetting people, etc. So, I just shout it in my car, sob it in the shower, and talk to strong trees about it. The ones with a lot of old moss.
Ya moss makes them seem omniscient somehow,
:-( I sorry you have to be alone.
Somes manage to say some w/o details and then others can know and undertsand better here.
But ya, its the 'net....
> I still haven't told my latest T about it. Yes, I know. I need to tell my T. He's waiting patiently. He's new. I need to build trust first. It takes me forEVer.*Ya hope you can tell him too. So then you not alone w/it.
Therapy SO slow. hate that it so slow.
Mebbe you feel bit better to say just this bit here?
Noboddy supposed to hurt kids.
They s'posed to be loved and cherished for the miracles and wonders they is.
Sorry you got hurt Bay :-(
I send best wishes somehow.
M
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