Posted by BayLeaf on December 9, 2008, at 19:59:26
Do you ever wanna just put it out there? Like just tell a horrid story? Just to TELL SOMEONE!! At least post it! I really have been wanting to post stuff lately.
The thing that stops me is really foul. I worry that a pedophile will get excited. Gross, huh? That's simply the last thing I want to do.
And of course I worry about triggering people, upsetting people, etc. So, I just shout it in my car, sob it in the shower, and talk to strong trees about it. The ones with a lot of old moss.
I still haven't told my latest T about it. Yes, I know. I need to tell my T. He's waiting patiently. He's new. I need to build trust first. It takes me forEVer.
Bay
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