Posted by muffled on November 11, 2008, at 22:44:09
In reply to Re: And of course » muffled, posted by Dinah on November 11, 2008, at 22:24:06
> I don't think I'm afraid I won't survive without him. I think I'm afraid I *will*.
>
> Because one does, you know? No matter how bad it is, one does survive. That's the really scary part of life.*aaaannnnddd......?
Survival is bad?
What is bad about surviving w/o him? Best to live your life as best you can as a legacy of his helping you....It might be hard, but you can still give, you can still stop and feel the warm sun, you can help anothers life be better.....
If I had given up years ago, I wouldn't have brought my two wonderful kids into this world. People I have helped wouldn't have received the help from me. The joys I HAVE had and shared wouldn't have been.
I am some kind of weird and twisted eternal optimist.
Someone could dump a bucket of cowsh*t over my head and I'd find the good in it.
Yet part of me wants to die, it can't stand the pain.
Its all very strange indeed.LOL! As ever, I am a tad confused!
I waffled btwn muffled and confused as posting names! Sometimes I think I should have picked the other!
:-)
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