Posted by nfc on October 21, 2008, at 6:35:09
In reply to Now I started the water works......., posted by rskontos on October 20, 2008, at 16:41:18
hey rk,
don't go lurking if venting here helps. its definitely helped me and speaking to people IRL bits and pieces of my story has allowed some of that burden of keeping it in bottled up inside to lift off me a bit. sometimes i wonder if I'm disclosing too much. before i didn't wanna speak of anything at all. I don't speak of the illness part just some of the experiences and say my feelings and actions were due to just being naive and young and inexperienced at the time.
Your T sounds really genuine and even if u have difficulty with him because of the trust issues and other stuff you mentioned in past times, i think u should try and bear through it even if its hard. there's good coming out of it like w/ the realization that he's trying to help you and the steps you take in helping yourself. whatever size steps they may be, they're progressive nonetheless. perhaps some drawbacks but keep trying. we'll all be here when you need to vent and we'll be here to support you as well.
take care RK, i'd give you a real hug if i could, this will do for now (((RK))) and keep at it, T sessions and all, and look forward to future posts from ya.
nfc
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