Posted by lucie lu on October 18, 2008, at 17:17:20
In reply to Re: Bleeding., posted by Cal on October 17, 2008, at 11:08:03
> Hi Lucie lu, I thought I Had replied before now but it appears the cyber monkeys run off with my post :-(
>
> I just want to thank you for taking the time to read through my stream of thoughts and trying to understand. Yes I think you have a good understanding of what I was saying. I saw T today and she said that I am pushing her out of my mind so as to protect myself from being hurt. I guess I knew that intellectually, but emotionally its like not so clear. I think the 2 extreme parts of me are coming together and then when they meet they split of again and one part sits on the cloud of hurt and the invinciple part of me is on the other cloud and the bit inbetween, the rational bit gets clouded out *sigh but today I feel more inbetween so less chaos.
> Thank you.Cal,
Cyber monkeys! I like that. Certainly explains all my board "issues" - names I forget to put on, posts I forget to post. I used to think it was gremlins. But I like cyber monkeys better.
Muffled certainly seems to have understood where you are right now and I agree with her, there are no easy answers. There are a lot of threads recently talking about the same things: how hard it is to trust, to form deep attachments, balanced against how much we want to love and trust. How painful it can all be. But how rich and valuable it is when you manage to stick it out and work through the issues that brought you into therapy. We hear you, Cal, and empathize with you. Hang in there!
Best,
Lucie
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