Posted by Dinah on October 8, 2008, at 21:07:02
In reply to Re: He can't die though » Dinah, posted by seldomseen on October 8, 2008, at 11:40:33
Thank you for the love and security, and especially for the understanding. (And I'm glad you have enough that you can spare some.)
My therapist accuses me of demanding guarantees. And yes, I do mean "accuses" me. I wish he'd express it more as you do. Understanding goes a long way to reducing the energy bound in the fears. Thank you for that.
My therapist has joked that I can hobble in to see him when he's old and senile and retired. I suppose there's some truth in the joke. I know he'll do his best, and I know I'm willing to make what compromises I need to make, if I must. As long as he's him, the rest doesn't matter.
I'll try to have faith, at least until I hear if there's any reason to lose it.
Hmmm.... Maybe he does understand this time. I didn't produce my check as promptly as usual, and was staring into space until he prompted me. I told him I guessed I really didn't want him to give me those names. He smiled and said "Yes" in that way he does when he really does understand.
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