Posted by JayMac on October 3, 2008, at 14:35:13
Is it just me, or do any of you want your T to be your everything?
I feel like I want her to be my mom, my friend, and, in a way , my lover. I want her to be my ideal mom, my ideal friend, and my ideal lover. By "ideal," I don't mean perfect, I mean good enough to cover my needs in those areas. I want her to be MY EVERYTHING wrapped up in one!
Ahh...gosh, I just want her so bad. It's crazy, insane how much I feel I need her. I just want her to hold me close, call me just to talk, and I want to play piano for her, and I want to be a "good" child, a "good" patient for her. I want, that which, I cannot have. She can feel so close, yet so far away. It kills me!!!
poster:JayMac
thread:855548
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