Posted by JayMac on September 4, 2008, at 1:01:46
In reply to All I want to know, posted by susan47 on September 3, 2008, at 19:16:27
> is whether my life has meaning, had meaning. Did it? Was there anything of value in my having lived?
> My children, they are of value.
> They have a certain value, which is invaluable to me; my children are priceless.
> So why is it still that I feel like I have no value? I feel value-less, as though I'm not really here.
> I wanted a life.
> I wanted to live.
> Not like this. This is not a life. This is more of a living, breathing death and I wish it weren't, I wish I didn't miss Him so much, my ex-T ... this is crazy, this is absolutely crazy and today I felt I discovered that I love my dear ex-SO so much, I love him so much and I am so afraid that something terrible will happen to him, so afraid ....
> I have so many feelings, and they're all alive in here and screaming to get out.It sounds like you are doing some major grief work. Keep holding on. I know it's a harsh ride, but keep holding on. Be sure to take care of yourself. Take GOOD care of yourself. Hugs!
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