Posted by susan47 on August 28, 2008, at 16:12:57
In reply to How are you feeling now? (((susan))) (nm), posted by Happyflower on May 16, 2008, at 11:42:44
I'm sorry I just saw your reply, I thought this had been deleted off the boards I didn't know anyone replied to what I wrote, it was amazing to discover that I'm not alone in this.
I'm so sorry not to be alone in this.
I've been doing some off-the-wall reading, Edgar Cayce and Soul Retrieval stuff and so on, and stuff about life after death, stuff I should probably not be reading in my self-endangered state, but I Cannot Help Myself .. I cannot help myself, is this a mantra of mine, a subliminal paraliminal language? In any case, I Can Help Myself, I read Arundhati Roy and she is Marvellous, marvellous I tell you ... My brain felt alive for the first time in years.
In any case, I am trying not to feel like a failure at life, Happyflower, and it's so sad because it's been such a long time since you have been here on the boards, and the saddest thing about coming here now is not having the old familiar crowd around. I am grateful for every old face I see. You are all friends.
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