Posted by Amanda29 on August 15, 2008, at 19:31:56
I recently found out that my previous T and psychiatrist terminated me because of severe transference issues...and it seems that now, with my psychologist now...(who I have been a patient of for 3 years)just this past month, the same behaviors that happened with my previous doctors is now happening with him. I am scared to death because I was terminated previously...and I am afraid he will do the same..even though he has been telling me all along that he is not going to terminate me. BUT, the kicker is that up until now, I have not been behaving weirdly like I am now...and so he has more to use against me.
My problem is that I dont know how to stop my behavior and I know ..and other people on this site have told me that I am in control of my behavior and actions...but literally I feel out of control. I dont know what to do.I know I need to talk to him about my transference issues...(we already have once), but the reason why I was dropped by my other thrapist was because I was so hung up on the transference that I couldnt focus on my other issues...and I dont want to go into session and talk about my issues with him because wouldnt that mean that I was "hung up" on the transference?
poster:Amanda29
thread:846494
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