Posted by healing928 on July 23, 2008, at 20:39:15
In reply to Re: I left my T for 2 months...then caved..so hard » vwoolf, posted by stellabystarlight on July 23, 2008, at 9:41:27
I can really relate to what you are going through. I terminated my relationship with my t a few weeks ago. I went back to my old old t i had when i was younger. I called him when I was really upset with the other t when he was on vacation. My former t has had a lot going on this year, so his availability became limited and couldn't deal with all my transference crap. Anway, the old old t didn't want me to see the other t for our final, "wrap up session." It was a disaster. I did something really stupid, and I guess I wanted him to save me. He suggested we stay in contact, but hasn't responded to a few emails and a voicemail i left.
I had like my 4 sessions with my now new t; today I had a session and I really needed to talk about how much I am missing my former t and how it is affecting my quality of life, but totally chickened out. I brought my journal, but didnt even take it out of my purse. I put on a happy front because he sees me as one way and the other t sees me another. WHich gives me to two different diagnosis which has me totally confused.
Sorry I guess I should have started a new thread for this.
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