I am shaking, in total shock, I feel sick* trigger

Posted by Happyflower on May 20, 2008, at 14:19:27

I feel like puking, my stomach is in knots. I have been getting in touch with my old high school friends who I haven't talked to in years.
Well I found out that my old band directed who I hated, but still had a crush on, had committed sucide in 01" a week before his daughter's wedding. I have a lot of memories of him, good and bad. He was a major person in my life and I can't believe he is gone. I still have nightmares about him, held a grudge for so long, and now he is dead. He was even dead when I was holding a drudge on him. I feel like such a slug. I am surpried this is effecting me this way. I can't stop shaking

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I am shaking, in total shock, I feel sick* trigger Happyflower 5/20/08
Re: I am shaking, in total shock, I feel sick* tri » Happyflower Dinah 5/20/08
Re: I am shaking, in total shock, I feel sick* tri » Dinah Happyflower 5/20/08
Re: I am shaking, in total shock, I feel sick* tri » Happyflower Dinah 5/20/08
Re: I am shaking, in total shock, I feel sick* tri » Happyflower raisinb 5/21/08
Re: I am shaking, in total shock, I feel sick* tri » Happyflower rskontos 5/22/08

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