Posted by Phillipa on April 7, 2008, at 16:47:31
In reply to Re: How To Say It Tomorrow To T Please Help » Phillipa, posted by raisinb on April 7, 2008, at 13:31:27
Hey guys the T was great I am a very honest person and first said I was angry at her and then that I'd posted here and gotten great advise and took it. Said not angry at her and she said I could be I said no. Then we talked and showed her surgery site told about blurry vision after and high stress and how I'd raised benzos she was supportive. And agreed that I need to work on Grief work as being a nurse was my identity and I ran after Mom died at age l7 from having kids to nursing school and then the stuffing of deaths of patients began and I always ran to another state or another husband. And within each of us is a five year old child and she'd like me to journal my thoughts and the good dreams were really nightmares for me as was young married to first husband and kids young again and happy then wake up and reality would be there. And the one about broccoli at surgical site and pulling it out and a mushroom she thought represented good things and healthy food. So I'm keeping her and trying to get old endo back and we decided that truth is the best of what happened with the change. I just can't lie. So that's it for now without all of you couldn't have done it. Comments?????? Love hugs and kisses Phillipa ps yes I am very tired and it was very emotional but I think she finally got it and me and who I am!!!!!
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