Posted by kahlee on March 19, 2008, at 21:21:04
In reply to Lou's reply to Kathlee-anwsng, posted by Lou Pilder on March 19, 2008, at 7:03:29
Lou,
The imagery you talk about is like what I see in my dreams. All I want is peace. Sometimes I just think that this is how things are supposed to be. That all of these experiences are learning experiences, teaching me lessons that I will need in my next life / afterlife etc. I'm trying so deperately to find meaning and validation for the pain that I feel, that I have felt for more than 20 years. I see the beauty in my life, the blessings. Somehow, it makes me feel guilty that I have been given so much but yet I am still so unbelieveably sad and empty. How can I feel empty when I have two amazing, beautiful children? They are my joy, and I feel like by not being happy in my life, I'm somehow disrespecting the gifts I have been given... thus, more guilt. I just don't know.
poster:kahlee
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