Posted by rskontos on March 17, 2008, at 11:57:20
In reply to Re: like CS distressed/depressed/lost/no more home » rskontos, posted by Sigismund on March 15, 2008, at 3:12:51
I thought I made it clear that I was referencing a lack of his response to queries made on Admin. board. With his lack of responses I have not felt like I had a voice anywhere especially hear on this board that has been home to me for so long......again I guess I was not clear.
It has upset me more than I realized what has gone on the admin. board to the point I have wasted therapy dollars on it. It derailed alot of good therapy had done me. I just wanted to explain my extended absence here and how I felt I had some things I wanted to post, recent nightmares etc but am unable, that is all. It is all related to the happenings on the admin board and try as I might I can't not go there. So I am thinking of working on breaking the whole Babble thing in therapy. If I am this distressed and now feel like I can't help myself or others what good am I? I am questioning everything. Today in therapy I questioned everything the therapist said. I feel empty again.
Maybe it is just one of those cycles. I dont know I feel lost again.
rsk
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