Posted by rskontos on February 29, 2008, at 12:01:40
In reply to Re: You know the question I dislike...... » rskontos, posted by llurpsienoodle on February 28, 2008, at 19:38:56
Thanks Ll, about the flashbaks, last night I had a discussion with one of my inners, a guy weird huh, and the flashbak and he said I was onto something when I said that one my memories I have I thought was false. I reinvented the memory so that is did not reflect what really happened since what really happened was too scary. I don't remember and I think this flashback is the beginning of remembering the real thing. I started it on the way to doctors and got so shaky I called my p-doc who is in Florida but I dumped the memory on his answering machine so that I could continue with my appt. or I thought I would just unravel then and there. It was so frightening and no self talk did it. I need Dr.S right then and there. So his answering machine filled in. It worked, I almost lost it again waiting in the exam room for the PA but I had brought a book and I kept saying read the dang book read the book. Because another inner kept talking about the bad things she wanted to go do. Finally the book quieted all. Whew, what a bad time.
The depress now seems so far away when these flashbacks hit, you know what i mean.
rsk
I do have something for them. I need to resume taking it.
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