Posted by Dinah on February 23, 2008, at 21:59:56
Monday I meet my therapist at his other office for the first time. He recently opened an office closer to where he lives, and I'm suspecting he'll eventually want to stop seeing clients elsewhere and just see them here.
It's further away and harder to get to for me. And there might be times I couldn't go at all because of time constraints, or car problems. So I sort of resent this office.
And Monday I'll be seeing him for the first time there, because he's going to professional education later in the week.
I keep getting the urge to call and cancel. Even though it was my idea. He looked too happy, and I'm thinking he wants me to get used to this office.
I have actually said this to him. About resenting this office because I think he'll eventually only see clients there. He answered fairly neutrally, but in a way that makes it clear that eventually he does hope for that.
If I'm going to cancel, I need to do it tomorrow. I even have good reasons for cancelling, apart from my reluctance. But I'll know the real reason. And I'll feel kind of petty and small. Soooo.... I guess I go.
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