Posted by rskontos on February 14, 2008, at 20:43:53
In reply to So Much Pain***Trigger**, posted by antigua3 on February 14, 2008, at 17:43:01
>>So, I'm going to shed my tattered coat, and let her be born. She's like a baby--you can't stop them from coming if they want to be born. But without her coat, I worry. Just like any mother would.
**She will have the chance now you never had. To be strong in ways she needs to be, with you beside her too. So, you both can be in the light again. To know the sun on your face and warmth of the wind and to run in the breeze and to laugh at the feeling of freedom.
>>I'm broken, but my life is wonderful now in so many ways, in ways I never could have dreamed of because I have never allowed myself to dream or hope before. I hope I can make it, and that I don't pull her down with
**You are on your way to completeness though. I hear it in your tone and words. The wonderfulness of your life is slowly restoring you and the little girl piece by piece filling in that tattered coat and you will never need armor again. Dream now. Plan now. Allow yourself these things to heal that broken heart of that little girl. give voice to each of you. No more self-destruction allowed. You have support of wonderful family and friends. You have inner strength now. You have your t. You can do this. I feel it from you through the computer. You will not pull her down, you both will pull each other up to the light and guide each other the rest of way to the top. You will make it. I know.
rsk
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