Posted by B2chica on January 31, 2008, at 7:55:10
my T made all of me cry
sometimes when my littleone is retelling abuse she gets cold and shivers so T last couple times used her coat to cover me up to warm me. she said she was going to buy a blanket just for me to use when i'd get cold.
well, she did. she got one and she had it yesterday.
i needed it but when she took it out it was truly the most beautiful blanket you;ve EVER seen.
it was a plush red velvet with quilting in it. she wrapped me up in it...it was all we (me and parts) could do was cry...all of us cried, it must have been for 5 minutes just saying its way too nice for me, i don't' deserve such a nice blanket. and how she wrapped me up in it, with such care. she wrapped me up all the way up to my neck so i felt safe. and tucked me in the blanket.
i don't think i've felt that kind of care towards me...ever. it melted my insides. we didn't know how else to respond except to cry.
i don't ever remember feeling that cared for as a little girl...it was such a strange wonderful scary overwhelming wonderful feeling.
b2c.
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