Posted by LadyBug on January 19, 2008, at 15:40:14
In reply to What happened???, posted by muffled on January 19, 2008, at 13:53:03
I got my feelings hurt real bad here a few months ago. I got a warning to be civil and I was the one that was thrown a dart through my heart in the first place. Since then, I'm afraid to post. So I don't much. I read all the time as I love to learn what I can.
I have so much on my plate right now I can't even concentrate on reading my e-mail. Some of you know what I'm going through. The hardest and darkest time of my entire life. Losing my marriage of 23 years, probably losing my first born grandson to adoption at the end of March, surgeries and health problems, my mom fighting for her life right now, just to name the big stuff. I don't want pity. I can't offer much support right now either.
Muffled, I think you are awesome. You are always here, trying to offer help and support even though you have your own issues to struggle through. I admire that about you. I don't want you to go drink, my husband is and A, and he's broken my heart into a million little pieces. I don't even know where to start to put the pieces back together.
I'm sad, and I can't offer anything positive when I don't have enough to give to myself first.
I think babble has changed a lot since I joined almost 2 years ago. (I think it's been that long.) Some people have changed their names several times and it becomes too much for me to keep up with. Some people come and go. But overall I like this group a lot. We have to do what is best for ourselves. Give when you can and take when you need it.I'm having struggles with my T right now too. She's leaving out of the country at the time when my daughter will deliver her baby. The darkest time of my life as she is about 98% sure she is placing him through adoption. It's tearing my heat out and she won't be here when it happens. I'm mad as he** at her.
Didn't need to make this so long, I have much on my mind.
LadyBug
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